During the past three years of my life, God has done a deep surgery on my heart. It has been ugly and painful, but as I emerge on the other side, I feel an internal freedom I have never felt in my life before. I feel the Lord prompting me to share my ugly, dark, tearful, painful journey of healing with others. But BEWARE, this blog is pretty vulnerable, honest, and real. My journey has been difficult, but God has been faithful!